how lovely. first day of spring should always be like this :)

for words, just feel like I’ve turned a corner, and have got some people in my life who are gonna give a shit about me. Just gotta try and not fuck this up…

…with my new housemates.. we’ve been talking over facebook and decided monday night :-) just so we can all get to know each other better, though i am definitely the outsider. oh well.

hopefully it’ll be fun and hopefully they like me!

think i’m heading for trouble… why mind.. why do you do this to me!

well… i have somewhere to live next year.

don’t know how i feel about it… or the housemates.. they can’t be worse right? going out for a drink with the them next week… hopefully i won’t make a fool of myself. 

so nervous about meeting people… hope they don’t think i’m a massive freak and that i find nice people to live with unlike the people i live with now.

#whydoesnooneseemtolikeme

 Can today just end already? On my way to Uni I fell over, which would be embarrassing enough and everyone was looking at me, but I managed to fall straight into dog poo! Then everyone was really looking at me as I burst into tears in the middle of the street. But no-one offered to help or asked if I was ok or anything, fucking hate people sometimes.
And now none of my lecture friends want to sit with me and I have to go to a stupid ‘meet some new housemates because you’re a lonely awkward loser who has no friends to live with’ thing this evening and just don’t even care anymore, I’ll just be homeless next year then no-one can disappoint me…